Sometimes I wonder what I ever did to make you leave me like that, to leave me with nobody but memories.
Sometimes I wonder how you could pick me up from the deepest of darkest tunnels and drop me down there again then act like its nothing.
Sometimes I wonder why you ever promised me anything because everything you have promised me you have broken, I am broken.
Sometimes I wonder if when you called me your ‘best friend’ it didn’t mean anything to you like it did to me.
Sometimes I wonder why I’m still here, just waiting for you to come back and tel me that you miss me or that I matter to you or that I am what you want but I’m giving up on that like you’ve given up on me."